The Pain: Him & Her
I put my heart into this song because your life matters. Listen closely. I want you to feel seen, valued, and reminded that you have a place here.
Find the song ↗I'm Jay Diaz. Most people know me as Mr4Twenty. I make music, I live my faith, and I create with purpose. New music and new stories are in the works. So pull up a chair and let’s get ready to live as intended.

If you’re feeling down or just need someone to listen, talk to me. I'll be available daily, noon–6 p.m. MST, starting November 15, 2026. Pick a slot, make your payment, and I'll confirm once it’s received.
I'm taking my storytelling to the screen. THE KID is my upcoming dramatic series in development for television and streaming.
Set in Eastbridge on July 4, 2019, the story follows a family and a community changed by the death of sixteen-year-old Jamie Ramirez. Grief, accountability, faith, and forgiveness meet in the days that follow.
In development / Release date to be announcedI put my heart into this song because your life matters. Listen closely. I want you to feel seen, valued, and reminded that you have a place here.
Find the song ↗I believe we can stand together and make our voices count. This is me speaking up for unity, awareness, and a better future. Turn it up. Hear what I'm saying.
Explore the catalog ↗I'm Brooklyn born, April 20, 1972. I'm an independent recording artist, a father, and a man of faith. I celebrate twelve years alcohol free, and I'm proud of the life I choose every day. I've got music to make, stories to tell, and plenty more I want to do.
Hip-hop is in my foundation. From breakdancing in the eighties to battle rap in the nineties, that creative energy is still in me. Today, I bring it to you as Mr4Twenty. I write it. I record it. I mean what I say. And seeing my music reach people gives me a reason to keep creating.
“I'm not chasing trends. I'm building a legacy.”
I live and work in Yellowstone National Park, and I'm building 3418 Films with THE KID as my first series project. My faith in Jesus Christ is at the center of it all. I want what I create to give you something good to carry into your own day. You've got a next chapter, too.
Brooklyn is where my story begins.
Hartford is part of my story.
Music, family, and creative roots.
Alcohol free since June 14.
Twelve years worth celebrating.
Yellowstone is my home.
3418 Films is my next move.
Music keeps me inspired. Movement, rhythm, writing, and recording give me room to say something that matters. I love taking an idea and turning it into a song you can connect with. That's a feeling I keep coming back for.
June 14, 2014, is a date I celebrate. Twelve years alcohol free means twelve years of choosing this life, one day at a time. I'm proud of that. Whatever progress you're making, give yourself credit for it. The small steps count.
Yellowstone gives me a whole lot to be grateful for. I work on the kitchen crew at Old Faithful's Snow Lodge. I get to call this place home, take in the views, and keep creating. There's inspiration in an ordinary day if you take a moment to see it.
My faith in Jesus Christ gives purpose to what I do. With 3418 Films, I'm bringing that purpose into film and television. THE KID is the first project I'm developing. I'm excited about where this goes, and I want you along for the journey.
Pull up a chair for Faith, Sobriety & Conspiracy Talks. I bring my faith, my curiosity, and my own point of view. Bring yours. Let's talk about what inspires us, what we believe, and what we want to build next.
Come for the conversation. Bring your questions. Think for yourself.
Share a win, a new beginning, or something you're proud of overcoming. I'd love to hear it. Your progress could give somebody the encouragement they need today.
Read & share testimonies ↗Twelve years alcohol free. Music reaching people. A home in Yellowstone. A production company taking shape. I look at my life today and I see reasons to be grateful—and reasons to keep going. That's what I want to share with you.
My faith in Jesus Christ keeps me grounded and looking ahead. You don't have to have everything figured out to do something meaningful today. Make the call. Write the song. Give that idea some time. Take a step you can be proud of. I'm taking mine, too.
Stay sober with me ↗Hear what I have to say, and join me when I'm live.
Listen to my music and spend some time in the conversations.
Come see what I'm up to and follow the chapter I'm living now.
These figures come from my TikTok analytics and are rounded as the app displays them. Post views aren't unique viewers or visits to this website.
| For You | 60.6% |
| Search | 34.6% |
| Personal profile | 3.0% |
| Following | 1.6% |
| Sound | 0.2% |
These traffic sources cover the same annual reporting period.
The same THE KID wordmark you see here, on a black tee with the 3418 Films credit. Purchases will help support development and production of THE KID.

I want you to take a few minutes for yourself. These seven days give you honest words, questions to sit with, and one small step to take. Keep showing up.
THE KID supporter tee is being prepared for sale. Price, sizes, and shipping details will be listed at checkout when ordering opens.
Subscribe for release updates ↗New music. Fresh conversations. The journey ahead. Subscribe through my official music hub for updates.
Subscribe for updates ↗For collaborations, bookings, and business inquiries, email me at j.diaz@mr4twenty.com.
If my music or something I say helps you, you can support what I'm building here. I appreciate every contribution.